Fightback: Part 4 of n

Well it’s been a strange few days. I’ve been to a work capabilities assessment yesterday, and my god it was draining. Just about two and a half hours talking medical history going as in depth as we could. I think the hardest thing about it was saying certain things out loud. Such as the lack …

Fightback: Part 3 of n

It’s easy to turn around and put a brave face on life and just say “it’s all good thanks. See you later”. It’s just as easy to turn around and say it’s not good and why it isn’t. But what’s hard and where I am right now is I seem to be fighting everything. I’m …

Fightback: Part 2 of n

Yesterday was… interesting. I went and started an 8 session mindfulness course. It got me to do some meditation that I haven’t done for a long while. And it was damn good timing. I was struggling a lot yesterday, physically and emotionally. So much of me was aching. My stomach constantly felt like I was …

Fightback: part 1 of n

After I finished writing my last post I was feeling pretty optimistic, and that doesn’t happen very often. Unfortunately someone sent me something and I read one line and it flattened the optimism. To be honest it knocked me for six. It made me question a lot of things. Now I’m not going to go …