The Clouded Mind

There is always going to be days where my mind is just clouded over. I can’t think straight or I feel as if I can’t think at all.

Fightback: Part 4 of n

Well it’s been a strange few days. I’ve been to a work capabilities assessment yesterday, and my god it was draining. Just about two and a half hours talking medical history going as in depth as we could. I think the hardest thing about it was saying certain things out loud. Such as the lack …

Freewill or Fate

We have pondered for a long time about this argument. The answer could change our entire outlook on life. If everything that happens comes down to fate then people would begin to feel like there is little point, if any, in trying. But if it all boils down to freewill then we have a level …

Fightback: Part 3 of n

It’s easy to turn around and put a brave face on life and just say “it’s all good thanks. See you later”. It’s just as easy to turn around and say it’s not good and why it isn’t. But what’s hard and where I am right now is I seem to be fighting everything. I’m …

A.I.. vs Human nature

69 years ago Alan Turing came up with the idea of the Turing test to tell when an A.I. Has intelligence indistinguishable from our own. This morning I began to think about, if enough computational power was available and the code was written, what differences would there be between machines and humans. I was first …

The Not so United Kingdom

I think the title of this blog says it all, but I want you to know what I mean by this. Right now I would say the UK is heading down a rabbit hole at an ever increasing pace. Society is divided in so many different ways. I feel like equality and political correctness is …

Fightback: Part 2 of n

Yesterday was… interesting. I went and started an 8 session mindfulness course. It got me to do some meditation that I haven’t done for a long while. And it was damn good timing. I was struggling a lot yesterday, physically and emotionally. So much of me was aching. My stomach constantly felt like I was …

Fightback: part 1 of n

After I finished writing my last post I was feeling pretty optimistic, and that doesn’t happen very often. Unfortunately someone sent me something and I read one line and it flattened the optimism. To be honest it knocked me for six. It made me question a lot of things. Now I’m not going to go …

The paving of my road

Do you ever feel like you have so much to say and yet you just can’t find the words to say it? I’ve been trying to write this blog post for a while now but the words just won’t come. So I apologise for the bluntness of this blog, and as I do not know …

The Beauty of Photography

Taking photos is definitely one of my greatest passions. There is no other feeling like it when you have a DSLR in your hands and you’re capturing a moment that shall never happen again. There’s so many different types of photography its hard to choose which is my most favourite. I guess it just comes …